liyanayahaya

wat is wrong with u?

wat happened?

im emotionless?

why is that?

is it becoz of ure now in engineering class? so u join a group where all the people are emotionless? why cant i console her?

someone come to me and tell me that she sad. and i just suddenly feels that i donno wat to do. OMG. is that the real you yana? i thought ure good at give support to people. why WHY and why? whoa :O

seriuosly im shocked. im emotionless. is dat bad? im changing? maybe my colour personality had change. oh man. how can you be a doctor if ure emotionless...huhuuu..maybe dats why im doing geology right now... T.T

things-to-do list

okayh yana. im not in da holiday mood actually. can i call this a holiday xtually? i dont think so...lots of thing i need to do and think about but then time flying faster than i expect. although they dont hav wings. wat im talking about -.-''

so yana, since the title is 'as shown above'. so dont just taliking crap here. lets make this entry meaningfull so that sooner or later when u read this, 'especially when u getting older' u will think that u are xtually a straight forward person. do u? yes i am..hahaa..

so wats now? this is really a things to do list kay.
first, i need to finish reading okonko and another book which i forgot its name. but surely not a lorong midaq. sorry book, i will check ur name later. after i finished okwonko. it kind of thick. and the font are small. wat does it means? it takes longer time to finish kay yana. huhu

so wats next? i hav to go through my unis list. what to check then? erm.,,, sat requirement, : the score, the sat 2 subjects requirement, the chances to enter that uni...students intake...and the place. where is it xtually.

but then, im going to ste next week. soaring the eager by petronas..huhu...it is compulsory. so. no choice...dats mean i can only start all of these things the next week after i come back from the camp. and dat also mean i only hav two weeks holiday. two weeks before i start my secnd sem..huhu..must get ready mentally and. physically of course.

wat else yana? em i must hafal my ayat hafazan,, insyaallah...wat surah? hav to ask ustad jamir later...its better for me to finish my hafazan during the cuti sem rite...

em lagi yana? improve my english of course.....wait wait. u suppose to start this as soon as u re home but then, after came back from um last wednesday, i totally feel empty to start anything..huhu. hey yana. get out from your comfort zone kay. huh.

next,,,, study study and study. do u still remember what to improve? physic theory, chem read read and read, and math, ib question bank.

what about improving you iq dear? try to improve your iq by reading. what to read? any facts story from the internet. one story per day. and of course. try to write using your both hands.

last but not least, watch movies? kalo sempat r...kay..chow

it seems like theres plenty of thing i need to settle in this very short holiday. insyaallah, i will try my best,,,insyaallah again.

neway, will let u noe later wat i manage to finish. daa :)

okay. honestly i do feel bad for skipping usrah today..huhu..

my sample essay. do help to correct my grammar

When I was a small kid, approximately five to six years old, there is a saying from my beloved dad that catches my eyes at that time. Those words are simple but gave significant meanings to me since I grew up with those words. ‘’Do not loss heart dear, things are under our control’’. That is what my dad told me and I believe in that saying until I met a day which made me rethink about that saying. A day which placed me at sixes and sevens. A day which I had to choose my life’s path either to stick to my stand and becoming a doctor or follow the adults’s advises especially the expert, my uncle who is a great and well known geologist in America. If I chose the second road, I will end up like him. Working overseas with 90% guys and off shores. Optimistically, the wages is great beside I can travel and gain lots of experiences abroad.

Here the story begins. At the eleventh hour, I finally decided to choose the second path, following my uncle’s steps. This sudden decision even shocked me since it was hard for me to accept the fact that I sacrificed my own dream. A wish that I wished for since I learn to spell ‘cat’. Things are actually not under our control. Albeit we plan and set the pace for ourselves, unexpected circumstances are normal in human lives. However, always bear this in mind that things happen for reasons. There is always beauty in every tragedy. I did not blame anybody for my own decision. Since the decision had made, there is no turning back. All I can do is strive for the best to achieve my goal and put my best foot forward.

I know that I do not miss the boat when I decided to sacrificed my opportunity to become a doctor. After a while, I realized that geologist is not bad at all. Despite the job is totally differs from doctor since doctors examine people while geologist examine rocks and minerals, I finally found out that this job was fun when I get the chances to follow and visit my uncle’s workplace. To be frank, there are still much things I do not explore about that job. My mistake was I straightly jumped to the conclusion that examine rocks is not my cup of tea.

Geologists are important persons among engineers especially petroleum engineers. Accuracy is significant to geologists since they made the decision about the presence of oil in certain areas which I found it is something new for me but yet interesting. Again, things are not under our control. I realized that people change and the most important thing is be realistic and do not ever judge a book by its cover. I learnt to be a more matured and open minded person besides always see things in different perspective or angle. Therefore, for now on I am going to continue exploring the live and I am sure that I am going to be safe and sound.

uhhuh? yup. exactly. will do my best.insyaallah :)

oh hye?

this is my new blog. my second blog to be more correct =.=
why weyh?
because my old blog had no privacy anymore thus forcing me creating a new one?
or, maybe too much ridiculous entry posted there? haha! its more like an electronic diary kay. so, if u read my blog before, just smile. its me. so what?
my previous entries were too precious to be delete. lots of sweet memories and theres bout 2 entries about my life journey. how is it started here in kolej mara banting. and and, my first tyme in E1Oa..its all there.. about that person especially. he made me become a blogger kay albeit a passive blogger only..haha! thanx 2 you der. (:

neway, let the past remains. live must go on? what the fish? haha..
so. stop talking bout old blog. gonna mis it. and the main reason why i privatise it is? thanx sarran for letting me noe bout dat. phew~~

okayh, wats up der? my sem exam is just next week -_-"

dats all for the first entry. not much. after this it will be shorter i guess. chao ~

ps : my old blog? sape penah bace latest entry tu nasib ah..hahaa XD